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The Reason
The Reason - Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
This song currently reflects a lot of my current life.
(some of you keeping track of my life are like "wonderful, he still isnt over his Ex"
Well, I finally am, been about two weeks or more since I told her I would stop bugging her, and told her to contact me whenever she wanted to. Hhehee, its been two weeks. Think what you will about that situation, I just laugh at my given commitment of 1 year and two months.
As for the songs purpose, and why its important to me lately. I've been a jerk, and a few good friend of mine have made it apparent to me, and things are turning around for the better.
A lot of thanks out to my good friend up here and about the US, Amy, and my good friend 1500 fucking long miles away, Vanessa. My dear friend a few halls down, and my first 'friend' when I moved to rochester, Andy. My roommate, though he doesnt read this, or care, Arjay, you've been a great friend. Chides, you have been my buddy through the thick of it, and I really love you for that, thanks a bunch, you helped a lot. Pete, hehe, your the shit, and I miss you just coming down to my room to hang out in my room, but thanks for being there. Dustin, EJ, thanks a bunch for the laughs, I just wish you guys were closer so chillin would occur more often. Thanks to my mom, dad, and brother Mike, for being their aswell. Additional thanks to people that I have not mentioned, you all should know who you are, if I talk to you, and you talk to me, even though it may be yelling at me, much thanks from all of you too, including you online, like glamgrl and others. Thank you so much!
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I had a wonderful weekend, visited my friends home town (Amy's town of Mohal, population like... 500?)
ahahaha, it was awesome! But ohhhh man, I went to go eat at this place in "Carnduff" or something like that in Canada. the name of the place was The Olive Branch. It was the best food I have had yet. I'm not kidding. It was so amazingly good.
Other then that, got to do a lot of other stuff, so it was fun. I was glad I got to go. Amy's grandmother did ALL of my laundry!!! Yeah!!! So clean clothes to the end of the school year! YES! And I got home cooking, home grandmother made cooking! OMG SOOOO DELICOUS.
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As for that paper? I GOT A B!!! A B!!!! OMG YES!!!! I was exstatic that I recieved that grade. Im sure I could have gotten a A if I had more time (so I procrastinated...) but I got a A on the last test, a B on this paper, and one test to come... I could even out at a A with a A on the final. But I will settle for a B too!!!
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As for my Other hard class, Mars 470. We have one homework assignment left, and one pop quiz. And I have mapped out my points, and its looking that, if I get about a 150/200 on the final exam. I will get a B. a 200/200 would leave me about 4 pts short of a A... But im sure if I talked to him, I could get it pushed up there :-)
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As for being depressed over the weather, that is just about gone! Its so nice up here today. Cloudly, but pushing 70's, so Hello Spring! yeah! I've been in a lot better mood because of it too.
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My choir records today! Our concert sunday night went extremely well, I will talk a song off my friends camcorder, and throw it up on the web I think... And link to it, so anyone that gets a chance, might be able to watch it :-) Suprisingly sound really, really good for a all mens choir, in a school that isnt musically inclined.
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well, im going to be late! Peace all.
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
This song currently reflects a lot of my current life.
(some of you keeping track of my life are like "wonderful, he still isnt over his Ex"
Well, I finally am, been about two weeks or more since I told her I would stop bugging her, and told her to contact me whenever she wanted to. Hhehee, its been two weeks. Think what you will about that situation, I just laugh at my given commitment of 1 year and two months.
As for the songs purpose, and why its important to me lately. I've been a jerk, and a few good friend of mine have made it apparent to me, and things are turning around for the better.
A lot of thanks out to my good friend up here and about the US, Amy, and my good friend 1500 fucking long miles away, Vanessa. My dear friend a few halls down, and my first 'friend' when I moved to rochester, Andy. My roommate, though he doesnt read this, or care, Arjay, you've been a great friend. Chides, you have been my buddy through the thick of it, and I really love you for that, thanks a bunch, you helped a lot. Pete, hehe, your the shit, and I miss you just coming down to my room to hang out in my room, but thanks for being there. Dustin, EJ, thanks a bunch for the laughs, I just wish you guys were closer so chillin would occur more often. Thanks to my mom, dad, and brother Mike, for being their aswell. Additional thanks to people that I have not mentioned, you all should know who you are, if I talk to you, and you talk to me, even though it may be yelling at me, much thanks from all of you too, including you online, like glamgrl and others. Thank you so much!
-------
I had a wonderful weekend, visited my friends home town (Amy's town of Mohal, population like... 500?)
ahahaha, it was awesome! But ohhhh man, I went to go eat at this place in "Carnduff" or something like that in Canada. the name of the place was The Olive Branch. It was the best food I have had yet. I'm not kidding. It was so amazingly good.
Other then that, got to do a lot of other stuff, so it was fun. I was glad I got to go. Amy's grandmother did ALL of my laundry!!! Yeah!!! So clean clothes to the end of the school year! YES! And I got home cooking, home grandmother made cooking! OMG SOOOO DELICOUS.
-------
As for that paper? I GOT A B!!! A B!!!! OMG YES!!!! I was exstatic that I recieved that grade. Im sure I could have gotten a A if I had more time (so I procrastinated...) but I got a A on the last test, a B on this paper, and one test to come... I could even out at a A with a A on the final. But I will settle for a B too!!!
-------
As for my Other hard class, Mars 470. We have one homework assignment left, and one pop quiz. And I have mapped out my points, and its looking that, if I get about a 150/200 on the final exam. I will get a B. a 200/200 would leave me about 4 pts short of a A... But im sure if I talked to him, I could get it pushed up there :-)
-------
As for being depressed over the weather, that is just about gone! Its so nice up here today. Cloudly, but pushing 70's, so Hello Spring! yeah! I've been in a lot better mood because of it too.
-------
My choir records today! Our concert sunday night went extremely well, I will talk a song off my friends camcorder, and throw it up on the web I think... And link to it, so anyone that gets a chance, might be able to watch it :-) Suprisingly sound really, really good for a all mens choir, in a school that isnt musically inclined.
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well, im going to be late! Peace all.
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