oppression
A Drowning Mind: To have affliction in life, problems, and be unable to get a break; slowly dying.
Ugh
Well, I found out my Ex is going to her new boy/boyfriend/date/lover/bestfriend, to prom. As far as I know, he isnt the "dancing type" so, i jump to the assumption, that she talked him into going to it, because she likes to dance. It wouldnt suprise me if that were true. But it turned out, shes quite the negative talk at highschool, funny how not to many people are pleased with her, about i guess, how she ended up treating me.
What am I suppose to think? Blah, I hate it that shes going with him, well duh, it was one of my favorite moments with her, going to prom.
I had a day dream that her night was horrible, and people pointed at her, and talked behind her back calling her untrustful, and a slut... Yeah.. bad dream, but something sparked it.
That is a horrible dream, but hey! I had it! Hey, this is my online diary, (she told me "i cant believe you are sharing your problems over the internet" Hey, if this is one way for me to get shit out of my head, and its better for me istead of cutting on my arms or some extremity like that, then fuck you girl, think about what might be better for others instead of your image. ) (WoW, that made me feel great)
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Any one wanna go dancing with me this summer? Take a trip up to the cities and go dancing? Im not going to let something like this stop me from never moving my feet again! or Canada anyone!!!
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14 or so days of school left... I cant wait, summer should be fun. I might get a good job lined up with Pool and Spa company, pays well, works well around schedules.
Hope to talka my family into letting me and my bro take a road trip down to Kentucky to go fishing and stuff, or atleast, get the family to go for a week :-)
Ohh, screw working so much! I only live once!!!!!
-Matthew R. Voigt "OppressioN"
What am I suppose to think? Blah, I hate it that shes going with him, well duh, it was one of my favorite moments with her, going to prom.
I had a day dream that her night was horrible, and people pointed at her, and talked behind her back calling her untrustful, and a slut... Yeah.. bad dream, but something sparked it.
That is a horrible dream, but hey! I had it! Hey, this is my online diary, (she told me "i cant believe you are sharing your problems over the internet" Hey, if this is one way for me to get shit out of my head, and its better for me istead of cutting on my arms or some extremity like that, then fuck you girl, think about what might be better for others instead of your image. ) (WoW, that made me feel great)
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Any one wanna go dancing with me this summer? Take a trip up to the cities and go dancing? Im not going to let something like this stop me from never moving my feet again! or Canada anyone!!!
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14 or so days of school left... I cant wait, summer should be fun. I might get a good job lined up with Pool and Spa company, pays well, works well around schedules.
Hope to talka my family into letting me and my bro take a road trip down to Kentucky to go fishing and stuff, or atleast, get the family to go for a week :-)
Ohh, screw working so much! I only live once!!!!!
-Matthew R. Voigt "OppressioN"
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